in watever i do...anywer i look..d aq makaiwas sa gossips
i just laugh..hahaha...how can they fool themselves?
but in anyway im still lucky..
all i want and need can be mine
i thought i don't like it
but in the end i like it best..
it's awkward
but that's life..
very hilarious..
like the gossips surrounding me.

sa buhay natin akala natin lahat nakadepende satin pe0 hindi pla... meron tlgang chances n tadhana n lng ang bahala sau...kaasar un pe0 dats lyf..
magi2ng msya k b kung ang tinuturing mong kaibigan ay d mo pla kaibigan accdg. to dat person?
panu kung bglang naiwan mo ang pnakamhlagang bgay n dnadla mo lagi 4 ur luck?
eh kung d k mhal ng mhal mo?
kapag d k pnapancn ng mga tao sa paigid mo lalo ng mga taong mahalaga sau?
eh kung namatay ay taong malapit sau sabay natalo k sa paligsahang gusto mo?
kapag cnbihan kng mahilig manakit kht d mo cnasadya?
eh kpg pnag-tsitsismisan k ng mga tao sa paligid mo?
kapag pinagtitripan k lng pla ng taong gusto mo?
panu kung lht n lng ay hindi prior sau?
kapag wla k nang mgwa pra lng makita muli ang taong gusto mong makita?
eh kung pinagtatabuyan k n pla ng mga taong malapit sau dati?

oh ano kya mo p bang ngumiti?

cge lng magpanggap hanggat maka2ya...
mas relaxing nmn ang ngumiti dba?

smile p dyan.... :)

The flowers wither

Bees don’t hover

Sweets became bitter

Holidays are over

 

Sun stop rising

Clouds are darkening

Days became evening

Birds stop whistling

 

What’s the worst?

Those tears must be stopped

No drop will fall

I won’t cry

 

Things may be awful

Incidents are hurtful

How did it happen so fast?

Then one day, it will be a blast

 

That thing started it all

It will also be the one to end

Stop the mind from pondering

This might go further all the more

 

There are many troubles
I'm in between them
Don't know how to get through
But somehow I survived

napakasaya ko...cympre kasi nanood aq ng concert ng rivermaya.. ang gwapo p ng vocalist nilang c rico blanco..d ko akalaing ganun ung itsura nia sa personal....haaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyy.....

The guy I shared before,
I think I don't like him anymore
Not because of his attributes
I was just out of my head

I thought my feelings were true
But they were all in my mind
How stupid it is
The damage has been done

I guess I must tell him the truth
Though I want to
I don't want to hurt someone again
When will I learn?

It's hard to hurt somebody...oo totoo un...naka2konsensya.. e kung sa iyon ang totoo, ano b ang mas masakit?

hahaha...malapit n ang ktapusan ng 4th yr..excited n tlga ako..

I'm trying to search what is right
The things that will put a smile
On my face that can't hardly laugh
Today that I'm bound with mysteries

I don't know the truth
But I know there's a secret
What shall I do?
How can I know them?

Let me have a pleasant day
I don't now what to feel
Even who to choose
Not until I know the truth

Truth is all I need
Why don't they let me know?
Wjen would be the right time?
When I'll regeret whatI did?

It's very confusing
Causing only boredom
I'm just hoping
someday they'll let me see

The truth beyond what
They are doing
Let me know why
So I'll know what to do next.

I've alwaya thought I'm lonely
There's nothing to smile about
I know this is very nice for girls
When someone likes you too

I've already forgot what it feels
To be 'kilig' at a moment
But now, time wants me to remember
Maybe sooner I will

How does it feel to be liked?
It's very different
Especially when you know
You're not someone to be liked, right?

I like someone
I now he likes me too
But- there is a very big BUT
He thinks I don't like him

I'm not 'pa-cute' to do that!
This world is very complicated
I can't knpw everything
But at least I know many true things

The truth I hoped for
has now revealed itself
Good thing it is nice
I know God has His own purpose

I'll start to be happy
Ony time knows
When I will have sad face again
As always behind a smiling face

ang dming nangya2ring d maipaliwanag..
cguro nga'y mahalaga
may purpose ikanga
pero for what?!

ni hindi ko nga maintindihan
ang gulo na
cguro nga malapit na
ang hinihintay na katapusan

sna'y buhay pa ko sa oras n un
gusto ko lng masaksihan
kung ako'y pahi2ntulutan
kahit sndali lang

katotihanan lng nmn
ang aking minimithi
ngnit bkt d maabot?
ano b ang dapat gawin?

i'm tooo lonely to smile
i don't know
what's really happening
i'm blind

i don't know why
it's just too complicated
i can't determine
the truth for now

i rely on instincts
but they can't give all
the answers i may please
i just can't fight for my self now

i'm like in a shadow
don't know where i am
or where i'll be going
but i'll just follow

i'll follow the right
what i know is good
all the things that
can make me feel fine

i just hope to feel fine
everyday in my life
it's the utmost
i can't expect for more

maybe because there's nothing more
this is all the world can give
problems, mystery and frustrations
should i be happy with those?